I haven’t written a ding-dang thing in several days. I hate that.
I have been feeling pretty lousy. This heat is really starting to get to me. I have been so good about staying indoors, away from the heat as much as possible. But it heats up pretty good in our little RV so the heat becomes unavoidable at some points in the day.
My head is pounding… not my head so much but my neck… and of course the neck pain leads to a sort of headache… bleh. My hands are knotted up and hurting…. mostly the left hand… this is new for me. I’m accustomed to the tingly feelings, the partial numbness coming and going, but this pain in the hands is something new. I never realized how much pain in the hands can impact each and every activity. And this isn’t the only pain… there is pain in other parts of my body but it’s more tolerable than the hands and neck stuff. Then to top it off, my legs are bouncy once again… at least that symptom can be a fun one when one incorporates a twisted sense of humor….
So…. that has been my time for the past 3 days or so….
Coach & I hit the swimming pool a few days ago. Man the sun felt good…. I have missed being out and getting a bit of sunshine color on my skin… my theory has always been that tan fat looks much better than white fat ha!
I’m going to try and draw today… I haven’t had much luck in that area with my hands being stupid…. they are still stupid today but I really must try to draw and work around it. I don’t want to think that this new past time is already coming to an end…. logically, I know the pain will go away…. right?… it will go away…
I’m stopping here… I refuse to go to that place of thinking these new things are not going to leave me…. refuse….