something new has popped up and i’m not sure what to make of it all…. i think it’s from the beast… in some weird, twisted way – i really hope it’s from the beast.
i’ve been noticing over the past few weeks that things don’t make sense to me. certain words, and sometimes entire sentences. i hear them… i hear the sound… but it’s like a foreign language… i have no idea what the words mean. and it’s making me crazy.
it’s not even that i’m mishearing… you know how sometimes a person will say something to you and you mishear a word as some other word? and you end up replying in a way that doesn’t go with the conversation…. yeah, it’s not like that.
it’s more like
“what do you want for dinner?” coach might ask
“晚飯你想吃什麼？” is what it sounds like to me.. or maybe “zer nahi duzu afaltzeko?”
i know it’s all cognitive junk
and i am so feckin’ tired of saying “huh?”
does anyone else have this problem?