Apr 252011
 

well here I am… monday afternoon… at least it’s not monday morning right? one day down on the books… all in all it was an alright day… except that I’m just wiped out… not walking so good… legs of steel… but not like in those videos… you know the ones I mean ha! but my buns are pretty nice still

I have a late start day tomorrow… dispatching the ol evening shift… I hate working evenings but the upside is that I can rest in the morning… stay in bed a bit later if I want too… but… knowing beulah, that’s not gonna happen… that dog cannot stand to have anyone in HER bed after the sun is shining down on this glorious earth…
speaking of beulah and HER bed… this dog sheds like, well, like… hmm, can’t even begin to tell you how much this dog sheds… it is absolutely incredible… I could sew and stuff a pillow every other day with the amount of hair I sweep up off the dern floor… sheesh… anyhow… I have some mild allergies to the dander of a dog… and beulah likes to sleep in a very comfortable and human manner….
when the sun comes up… beulah is on the bed… persistently licking, pawing, and putting her head in the small gap I have left in my neck… the gap is small because the chinS are getting bigger… she forces her head in there… then she rolls over on top of my head…damn dog….
so back to the allergies…. so when I get up I make it a point (and so does coach) to cover up the pillows… we cover them good… tuck around them even… and then beulah happens… that dog proceeds to rearrange all the bedding into the fashion in which she is accustomed… she gets all the pillows into a circle and then lays in the middle… and generally there is one that is available for her to put between her front legs and cuddle with…. damn dog!
what this all boils down to is that sherri can’t breathe in the mornings when she wakes up… and I have beulahs hair EVERYWHERE….LITERALLY… USE YOUR IMAGINATION… I dig it out of my eyes, my mouth, my eyes… and any other place hairs can lodge…. ugh!
the MS is being MSie once again… not that it ever went away but it sort of stablized… til a few days ago…. and today it’s hit pretty hard… or better I should say, it’s declining… the drunk chicken walk is back… the lead filled arms & legs… the zaps and zings of random electrical jolts throughout the body… I called the neuro this morning to let them know what’s going on…
I have decided I do not want an MRI…what’s the point? if there are new lesions, does that change the course of my treatment? nope… if there are new lesions, am I going to change my meds? nope…. if there are new lesions, does ANYTHING change? nope… so why then … I figure one MRI a year is plenty, and I just had them done two months ago… good enough for me…
been working on some more tangling … playing with shading… I am not good at that part…. to me it makes my tangles look all dirty…. so I’ll keep at it… the shading can do so much for these things… making the balls pop… a 3D quality almost…. alas…. practice….

Being an adult is like looking both ways before you cross the street and then getting hit by an airplane.

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