my messy mind

… about my health…or more accurately, about my beast… i’m not sure…all i can tell you is that for me, it’s important to get the crap out of my head. when i don’t, it sits up in there and festers…. and that’s no bueno at all. when it festers i lose my sanity… my balance… my center… so i dump it out here… writing is something that i’ve always done. i’ve always kept journals in one form or another. for as long as i can remember. i love paper and ink… actually, i must admit to a pretty severe pen

if there were one thing that i could do… anything… anything at all… any power at all – i think it would be the power to heal. and i’m not thinking selfishly here (pfft) but just imagine! if i had the power to heal, i would heal everyone i came into contact with… whether it be physically, mentally, or emotionally. ii said i’m not being selfish… i guess in a sense i am  because the first person i would heal is myself. i would take this figgin beast away and repair the damage. i would heal my lungs, my mind,

i read a story once (and i wish i could find it for you here on the interwebs) about a woman who was suffering. she was having such a hard time in life… she had lost her job, her possessions, and her husband divorced her for a younger woman. through the divorce, she spun down into a dark abyss. all she had left was a bit of money in her savings account that she had stashed away for a rainy day. her family was spread far and wide, she was alone. she was hurting. she was in a really dark

somehow i managed to get myself roped into one of those write every day for 30 days gigs…. this one is a bit different though… it’s about health activism… so each day i have a prompt to use and write about… bear with me…i will post other junk too as usual but i think this is a great way for me to continue writing… develop some thinking loops in the ol brain and also to get things down for all of prosperity… like anyone gives a flying hoot lol and it just adds one more thing for me to do

i had something i was going to write about this evening… but i’ll be damned if i can remember what it was ha! frakkin MS a few months ago i entered a give-a-way over at renaissance art…  i have been admiring their products from afar… you see, there is absolutely no way i could afford to buy a ding dang thing from them … but man o man do they have some amazing stuff over there…. so anyway… i entered a sweepstakes thingy one day … on a whim…. and i didn’t win… imagine that… i don’t EVER win any