my messy mind

if there were one thing that i could do… anything… anything at all… any power at all – i think it would be the power to heal. and i’m not thinking selfishly here (pfft) but just imagine! if i had the power to heal, i would heal everyone i came into contact with… whether it be physically, mentally, or emotionally. ii said i’m not being selfish… i guess in a sense i am  because the first person i would heal is myself. i would take this figgin beast away and repair the damage. i would heal my lungs, my mind,

first infusion went well today… no nasty side effects… only yuck mouth… everything tasted horrible but i was sooo friggin hungry… and eating made me a little woozy in the stomach… and i think waste management has enforced the strike teams, even recruiting the aforementioned scabs that had crossed the line… dang it all to hell texas weather… what the hell… we’ve been in the upper 70′s and into the 80′s for almost a month now… til today… 40′s… yep… and lots o rain…. i found that it’s very tricky to take a picture of the rain peeking out the

i had a crash today…. ouch head on collision with a wall of fatigue… holy shit i can’t remember ever being so freakin tired…. it hit me as we were heading to the grocery store to pick up some things for dinner…. bam! from that point forward i wasn’t able to do a ding dang thing…. the day was good prior to that though…. i bought some art supplies the other day… things i just learned of and have never used… reading about them though – i wanted to try them out walnut ink, embossing powder…. things like that… i

been a minute since i’ve posted here…. busy week seems like it’s been busy week’s lately i’m ready for it to calm down a notch for a bit i had MRI’s of my thoracic and lumbar spine done on tuesday evening… kinda cool they have late appointments… saves me from having to take off work…. i liked this rad lab… the chick was rather pleasant… and by the time i changed my clothes to leave, she had a CD ready for me with all the images on it… including the software to view them i haven’t heard from the neuro

trying out some stippling…. interesting and time consuming… not done with this one yet but i’m thinking it’s starting to look sort of neat…. 00