One of the most difficult things to do, I think, is maintain family. My heart tells me it shouldn’t be that way. Most of us grow up with the idea that family is everything. Your friends leave but family is always there. Bleh. Not true.
Blended family is even more difficult. I truly believe people have the best of intentions. I truly believe people don’t realize how their words and actions/inactions can cut someone to the core. I have to believe those things. Otherwise… well, I can’t imagine some things being intentional.
Spring football just ended. School is almost done. Summer is looming. I am amazed at how fast things come & go anymore. I remember folks telling me that time goes by faster as you get older. I wonder why that is. Time doesn’t change. The meter is the same forever.
Yesterday was one of the laziest days in the history of Sherri.
I woke up in the morning at a decent time. 7ish in the morning. By 9ish I was back in bed, waking at 12:30. I managed to stay awake for a few hours and then it was back to bed. I finally got up around 5:45 in the afternoon. Wasted day. I accomplished nothing. Well, nothing unless it was in the best interest of my body to sleep all day. I know it was good for me. I just hate that a day off is spent sleeping. So much of my time is spent working & missing the things I enjoy doing. The days off I wish I had the gumption to do those things. I’m lucky that I enjoy my work or I’d be screwed. Today is another day off…. guess where I’m headed in the next 1/2 hour?